I just feel sad

Sometimes I feel sad, and I don’t know why.

I’ve read hundreds of books and written a zillion pieces of poetry, yet I can’t find the words to describe how I’m feeling. I JUST FEEL SAD.

Leave me alone, world. A phrase I’m more and more muttering to myself. Bad days are bad. I wish they’d leave me alone.

The bad dreams are haunting me, I’m too afraid to sleep. Sick of watching bad things happen, in my dreams. I’d rather put matchsticks in my eyes.

Writing it all down is supposed to be a relief. It’s not. It’s making me want to punch the computer screen, to be honest.

I wish I had a crystal ball. I want to know when I’ll stop feeling like this. I don’t want to wait for the good day, anymore.

I have so much to be thankful for, grateful for and excited for. But I can’t enjoy them. Not until the bad feelings have gone.

How I dread being asked how I am. The mask of happiness gets tiring, to carry round with me.

Not sure why I’ve written this, I just hope it helps me, in the near future.

 

And to anyone else who’s feeling down today, I hope tomorrow is a better day, for you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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